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 	<h2>2024-08-30</h2>
 	<p>i'm not sure what im doing at this point<br>
-	the like jealousy panics keep happening and stuff</p>
+	the like jealousy panics keep happening and stuff<br>
+	im kinda worried that like im being ignored on the<br>
+	forum like i made a post about my anxieties about like<br>
+	my website and nobody responded in like 12 hours and im<br>
+	scared and stuff and like i always feel bad posting anything<br>
+	negative in forums or like public areas and stuff because i<br>
+	i feel like if i feel negative again im just "doing it purposely"<br>
+	and like i the only ppl im super comftorable venting to repeatedly<br>
+	are like hiyena and turtle ive known them forever and stuff<br>
+	anxiety sucks so bad</p>
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