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 <h2>basically the "hidden" vent section ive seen the webtracker nobody looks at this page</h2>
 
 
+<article>
+	<h2>2024-11-14</h2>
+	<p>doing it scared why cant i do it scared<br>
+	whyyyyyyyyy<br>
+	and the planning is just making me more stressed<br>
+	why is my brain like this help<br>
+	how do i just go<br>
+	i cant im just being cringy im just<br>
+	this whole thing will be a disaster</p>
+</article>
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 	<h2>2024-11-13</h2>
 	<p>creativity, spontaneousness, and sandboxes (why i suck at all of it)<br>