From 27e6ef0ee1e15c3a0c9146ab21bf524596b12a7d Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: etherware-novice <73374039+etherware-novice@users.noreply.github.com>
Date: Mon, 4 Nov 2024 05:20:00 -0600
Subject: [PATCH] journal

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 <h2>basically the "hidden" vent section ive seen the webtracker nobody looks at this page</h2>
 
 
+<article>
+	<h2>2024-11-04</h2>
+	<p>back here again, i guess<br>
+	being scared of things seems to be my entire driving force huh<br>
+	i wish it wasnt but its the only thing that reliably motivates<br>
+	me to do anything but lay around and be pathetic and waste time<br>
+	scared that if i stopped doing art id never start again<br>
+	or people would forget me<br>
+	id just be another face, nice to talk to but gone instantly<br>
+	i already tried this stupid journal thing three times and<br>
+	deleted everything or gave up because it was just me whining<br>
+	and being a stupid little edgy teen because my life is literally<br>
+	just uni and discord/stupid frking forums and who wants to read<br>
+	about that "oh i went to school it was uneventful then i went<br>
+	online and talked with people about nothing like the last 500<br>
+	entries" i dont know what to do<br>
+	sorry for another negative entry but again barely anything<br>
+	happens here</p>
+</article>
+
 <article>
 	<h2>2024-09-30</h2>
 	<p>Wow, a whole month before I tore down the<br>