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2024-08-11

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feeling very aimless again - like just going through the motions again - and again - college will be hell but it hasnt started yet so who knows - wish i could just be content +

feeling very aimless again
+ like just going through the motions again
+ and again
+ college will be hell but it hasnt started yet so who knows
+ wish i could just be content
+

+ 16:00 update GOD DAMNIT
+ can i EVER exist in a public space without
+ being anti social or making everything worse for myself?!
- 16:00 update GOD DAMNIT - can i EVER exist in a public space without - being anti social or making everything worse for myself?! - - i really really dont unerstand the forum posting rules - and i keep ruining everything he probably hates me now - god i keep fricking everything up and the forum is going to - shut down in like 2 hours which is even worse because now +
+ i really really dont unerstand the forum posting rules
+ and i keep ruining everything he probably hates me now
+ god i keep fricking everything up and the forum is going to
+ shut down in like 2 hours which is even worse because now
i cant even like "prove myself" at all and have to worry about - it the entire day tomorrow why do i make things so much worse - for everyone around me why do i keep trying to do this + it the entire day tomorrow why do i make things so much worse
+ for everyone around me why do i keep trying to do this

2024-08-10

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tried to work on the site more but anxiety hit again +

tried to work on the site more but anxiety hit again
guess ill just throw something into the jounral and be done with it

2024-08-06

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being forced to go out to an overnight - camp sucks, but ill see yall later hopefully +

being forced to go out to an overnight
+ camp sucks, but ill see yall later hopefully
drew the comic in advance so there shouldnt be a drop

2024-08-03

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what is this, my 4th attempt at a blog? +

what is this, my 4th attempt at a blog?
here we go again