2025-04-27
+(15:44)
+ do i honestly have anything to offer anyone
+
diff --git a/_comic/2025-04-28.md b/_comic/2025-04-28.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..43c4150 --- /dev/null +++ b/_comic/2025-04-28.md @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +--- +image: comic/site_comic_430.png +title: pkm - minty rage +--- +(this is basically what the entire thing has been leading up to: actually drawing my pokeverse ocs :D -candycane) +you know not explaining your lore is a dumb move right diff --git a/_data/gallery.csv b/_data/gallery.csv index 7c78c22..47a3da7 100644 --- a/_data/gallery.csv +++ b/_data/gallery.csv @@ -1,4 +1,8 @@ file,ts +rolypuninew.png,1745805957 +dillquill.png,1745542129 +paledancers.png,1745465752 +cutieshy.png,1745413356 lukebday.png,1745239731 nickcooking.png,1745169852 nickheadshot.png,1745119350 diff --git a/assets/images/comic/site_comic_430.png b/assets/images/comic/site_comic_430.png new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c23118b Binary files /dev/null and b/assets/images/comic/site_comic_430.png differ diff --git a/muse/private/dump.md b/muse/private/dump.md index dcc0103..a4ac93e 100644 --- a/muse/private/dump.md +++ b/muse/private/dump.md @@ -63,3 +63,318 @@ but the only traces are in the puddles shone by the sun + + +25-18-1 + +well here i am at 1 in the morning on a school night watching yet another "how to write" video + +free writing 3 minutes + +ok so here i am in the middle of the night + +writing randomly in hopes something changes + +why am i doing this why am i doing this + +its not even a full 3 minutes + +oh never mind the video has a 3 minute break + +wow im stupid lol + +no youre not + +oh great and im talking to myself again + +hello! + +hhhgggreat go away + +well thats rude :( + +yea whatever lets just do some fiction + +ok so the forest trees loom + +isnt this what you alway + +SHUT + +the forest trees towered overhead + +the dirt crackled underneath my cheap sneakers + +every step brought me closer + +to something + +but i dont know what + +a light in the distance + +who is it + +the woodsman + +of wooding + +(what does that even mSHUTIT) + +the woodsman swung with a mighty force + +at the towering trees + +though it seemed insurmountable + +eventually it fell to ruin + +i am lost in these woods + + +ok that wasnt so bad + +gee thanks + +why DO you like the woods so much anyway + +no idea the vibe is just SO cool + +oh crud we hav dialouge + +hey dont remove my swears :/ + +oh shush im trying to only use swears when its like a really emotional moment + +oh fric the video says i need to use a character from the last book i read + +what EVEN was that + +house of leav + +THAT BOOK IS SO CONFUSING I DO NOT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD OF IT + +yk what lets jsut go with the last mc from the last game i played.. + +balatro + +wow cant wait to write JIMB + +ok next game uhhh + +half...life 2.. hm. + +well seems we're writing a non-mute gordon + +oh joy, cant wait to see how you ruin this one + +HEY + +it doesnt need to be good + +ok so for the favorite character.. hm. + +that ones hard + +is it so hard + +novelty dicemaker, disco elysium + +wow crigndf +gdf + +SHUT + +UP + +ok direction good i had no idea where to go with this + +ok strangest memory? + +does the dicemaker even have anything + +gordon is pretty obvious, bro has SO much trauma + +hmmmmmmmmmmm + +i guess being accused of being the demon by Harry + +err you mean Raphael Ambrosia Costau? + +yae whatever + +also i guess its in a void bc revachol is very different to the hl world + +ok how they would say it that doesnt seem so bad + +oh GREAT my FREAKIG phone reset + +you know you could just go off and back to bed its 1 am + +NO WE ARE FINISHING THIS + +ok... ok ok ok uhh go! + +"Oh, i am so sorry sir" + +"..." + +(ok fine im not just going to write Gordon as a mute) + +(GOOD because we need to ACTUALLY WRITE) + +(reWIND THE VIDEO) + +(ok ok calm down) + +"I do not mean to be rude, but we do not often see such.. out of this world armor around here." + +"It's the only thing keeping me from the violence of this world" + +"while the world is quite the miserable place, you must keep some hope alive. you need not this excessive armor to be happy" + +"I am fighting off a heavily armored military" + +"Oh dear, more? We just had the lynching happen not too long ago. It seems like everything around here is becoming more and more dreary by the day.." + +"At the very least, my buisness is performing well, and the bookstore owner has not gone out of buisness yet. Would you like a dice?" + +"That would be nice, yes." + + +ok 3 minutes + +maybe we should show this to someone that wasnt SO bad i guess + +yes but trim out these weird insane ramblings to myself + +yea i will thanks + +yea it was quite a bit harder mr video guy + +why are you talking to someone who cant hear you + +well why are YOU talking to yourself + +im not crazy i swear + +yea sure bud + + +ok excersize 3 + +you misspe + +shuhs + +oh yea dont be hard on yourself thanks + +well maybe YOU should stop it then + +uh oh an opening paragraph + +ok well thanks we dont have to writ eit good + +well good because we cant + +this is LITERALLY WHAT HE IS TALKING ABOUT WITH INNER MONOLOUGE + +so SHUSH and BE NICER TO YOURSELF + +take over my voice? + +that seems kinda rude + +not like that i assume probably + +al.so thanks for the double ads YOUTUBE + +i dont have a story idea, yea + +ok free write until you get an opening paragraph? + +it doesnt have to be good +it doesnt have to be good +it doesnt have to be good +it doesnt have to be good + + +woah calm down + +dont let doubts stop you ok dont dont + +give yourself a chance + +ok i can probably do this + +just b + +be om your own side + +you hear that? + +yea yea sure you can do it or whatever + +great now lets do this maybe + + +ok GO + +you find yourself awake, though the idea of "waking up" feels wrong to say + +its more like you spawned in, out of the void, out of nowhere. + +The room you're in is boxy, clearly filled with the memories of someone else + +Someone happier + +Someoneone happier... + +the glow of a computer catches your eye, drawing you closer... + +>Login? + +You hesitate, before the password pops into your head + +(ok hang on im not putting my real password here) + +(it would be funnny tho) + +(SHUT) + +Hands trembling, you type the password you should not have known in. + +(hang on why am i writing about this) + +(ok well we're out of time anyway) + +ok COME ON please stop trying to push the idea of youknowwhat + +DONTCENSORMELIKEHTAT + +ok cmon even if this page is hidden forever you dont want to admit it + +caan you please stop + +please + +we are I AM normal + +l.jny +you probably shou + + +ok im going to bed before my sleep deprived frickin whatever makes me more upset + +bye sleep well + +yea sure mr imaginary friend + +god why am i talking to myself like this + + +we should watch this video again maybe to get ourself out of the writing rut + +..maybe + +goodnight :) diff --git a/personal/gallery/cutieshy.png b/personal/gallery/cutieshy.png new file mode 100644 index 0000000..46a8f27 Binary files /dev/null and b/personal/gallery/cutieshy.png differ diff --git a/personal/gallery/dillquill.png b/personal/gallery/dillquill.png new file mode 100644 index 0000000..93278f8 Binary files /dev/null and b/personal/gallery/dillquill.png differ diff --git a/personal/gallery/paledancers.png b/personal/gallery/paledancers.png new file mode 100644 index 0000000..bd7152d Binary files /dev/null and b/personal/gallery/paledancers.png differ diff --git a/personal/gallery/rolypuninew.png b/personal/gallery/rolypuninew.png new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b52206b Binary files /dev/null and b/personal/gallery/rolypuninew.png differ diff --git a/personal/journal.html b/personal/journal.html index 93453a1..527141a 100644 --- a/personal/journal.html +++ b/personal/journal.html @@ -17,6 +17,13 @@ permalink: /journal
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+ do i honestly have anything to offer anyone
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