From 807ce13dd8eeeef75f5dbb3a0d4cfa3f5a46b3da Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: etherware-novice <73374039+etherware-novice@users.noreply.github.com> Date: Sun, 11 Aug 2024 16:43:20 -0500 Subject: [PATCH] journal --- personal/journal.html | 16 +++++++++++++++- 1 file changed, 15 insertions(+), 1 deletion(-) diff --git a/personal/journal.html b/personal/journal.html index 131370f..847061e 100644 --- a/personal/journal.html +++ b/personal/journal.html @@ -21,7 +21,21 @@ permalink: /journal like just going through the motions again and again college will be hell but it hasnt started yet so who knows - wish i could just be content

+ wish i could just be content + + + 16:00 update GOD DAMNIT + can i EVER exist in a public space without + being anti social or making everything worse for myself?! + + i really really dont unerstand the forum posting rules + and i keep ruining everything he probably hates me now + god i keep fricking everything up and the forum is going to + shut down in like 2 hours which is even worse because now + i cant even like "prove myself" at all and have to worry about + it the entire day tomorrow why do i make things so much worse + for everyone around me why do i keep trying to do this +