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+title: Too fast to appreciate
+date: 2025-04-15 09:54:49 -5000
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+As you may know, I am a little interested in the indie web space. That also means that to get the "most" out of the space, I should be looking around other websites, constantly updating mine so I stand out, and such. But I've been cursed with being born in the midst of the internet era, and my attention span is absolutely shot and I just. can't focus on looking through other peoples websites, and I'm worried I'm doing it wrong because that seems to be the whole point of being in the old web space and I keep falling back on just watching youtube and I wish I could feel more joy reading through other peoples stuff but I can't and it makes me feel selfish as well for wanting other people to like my website but like theres so many sites and I can't focus and everything is a mess and
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Just enough, but nothing more
The slow death of offline content
+Too fast to appreciate