From f568f83c38acaaa1d6ecbf0997d4988b5da22fdf Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: etherware-novice <73374039+etherware-novice@users.noreply.github.com>
Date: Sun, 8 Dec 2024 12:27:30 -0600
Subject: [PATCH] jjjorn

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 <h2>basically the "hidden" vent section ive seen the webtracker nobody looks at this page</h2>
 
 
+<article>
+	<h2>2024-12-07</h2>
+	<p>im still feeling guilty but im trying to move<br>
+	past it and im trying to legitimately improve<br>
+	ill maybe try to appeal in a month or so or when<br>
+	i actually become a better person.. i hope they give<br>
+	me another chance but i get if they dont<br>
+	ive been trying to keep up on my blogs<br>
+	i couldnt post much today because of the aforementioned<br>
+	SATURDAY TEST but ill post more tomorrow.<br>
+	at least my semester is officially ovvverr!!<br>
+	<br>
+	im kinda worried about my relationship w/ bench bc like<br>
+	after they refriended me after the apology the conversations<br>
+	have been like really stilted and im running out of things to<br>
+	talk about and stuff it feels like theyre just tolerating me<br>
+	talking to them idk i hope i can figure out how to talk to people<br>
+	like a normal person and stuff<br>
+	<br>
+	also the sudden spike in people checking this page is<br>
+	a bit worrying, like a fourth of the visits on my site<br>
+	have been on this page... redux server is that you??</p>
+</article>
+
 <article>
 	<h2>2024-12-05</h2>
 	<p>i think/hope that bench doesnt find me annoying<br>