diff --git a/.gitea/workflows/ci.yml b/.gitea/workflows/ci.yml
index b7b2b2e..0df8583 100644
--- a/.gitea/workflows/ci.yml
+++ b/.gitea/workflows/ci.yml
@@ -13,7 +13,7 @@ concurrency: # prevent concurrent deploys doing strange things
 
 jobs:
   deploy:
-    runs-on: ubuntu-latest
+    runs-on: ubuntu
 
     steps:
     - name: checkout
diff --git a/personal/journal.html b/personal/journal.html
index 1228c59..15bf2e4 100644
--- a/personal/journal.html
+++ b/personal/journal.html
@@ -17,6 +17,25 @@ permalink: /journal
 <h2>basically the "hidden" vent section ive seen the webtracker nobody looks at this page</h2>
 
 
+<article>
+        <h2>2025-06-06</h2>
+        <p>(13:31)<br>
+        god fuCKINGFUCKINGFUCKING GOD FRFEAFSRI<br>
+        CAN I PLEASE GO ANYWHERE IN THIS GODFORSAKEN SPACE<br>
+        WITHOUT RUNNING INTO BENCH IN EVERY FUCKING SERVER<br>
+        PLEASE IM SORRY<br>
+        should i just give up on trying to write in this stupid freaking space<br>
+        hes clearly never going to forgive me<br>
+        maybe.. mabye hopefully he would<br>
+        and hes freakign EVERYWHERE<br>
+        (17:54)<br>
+        uhh went to hang out at friends dorm again to calm down<br>
+        we watched mitchell vs machines, very good movie<br>
+        (19:56)<br>
+        ok i think i fixed the gitea deploy action?
+        </p>
+</article>
+
 <article>
         <h2>2025-06-05</h2>
         <p>(14:49)<br>