--- title: what do you see when you look in the mirror date: 2024-11-18 23:31:29 -5000 --- whats that in the mirror? blobs of black whats that? soul of black why? the road to hell is paved with good intentions take the high road the spikes aer painful its either you or them that gets hurt seems unfair to me YOU OR THEM just think better just get better brain shut it all off stop bouncing between miserable attempts to socialize stop destroying us both emotionally stop wanting for others goals pick your own i cant be patient the pain of what the loneliness simply shut up stop it please youre destroying us both