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<h1>candys journal</h1>


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	<h2>2024-08-11</h2>
	<p>feeling very aimless again
	like just going through the motions again
	and again
	college will be hell but it hasnt started yet so who knows
	wish i could just be content


	16:00 update GOD DAMNIT
	can i EVER exist in a public space without
	being anti social or making everything worse for myself?!

	i really really dont unerstand the forum posting rules
	and i keep ruining everything he probably hates me now
	god i keep fricking everything up and the forum is going to
	shut down in like 2 hours which is even worse because now
	i cant even like "prove myself" at all and have to worry about
	it the entire day tomorrow why do i make things so much worse
	for everyone around me why do i keep trying to do this
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<article>
	<h2>2024-08-10</h2>
	<p>tried to work on the site more but anxiety hit again
	guess ill just throw something into the jounral and be done with it</p>
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<article>
	<h2>2024-08-06</h2>
	<p>being forced to go out to an overnight
	camp sucks, but ill see yall later hopefully
	drew the comic in advance so there shouldnt be a drop</p>
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<article>
	<h2>2024-08-03</h2>
	<p>what is this, my 4th attempt at a blog?
	here we go again</p>
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