2023-08-12
sleeping is the best way to feel better
also i got a good score on a math placement (retake) test so yey :)
2024-08-11
feeling very aimless again
like just going through the motions again
and again
college will be hell but it hasnt started yet so who knows
wish i could just be content
16:00 update GOD DAMNIT
can i EVER exist in a public space without
being anti social or making everything worse for myself?!
i really really dont unerstand the forum posting rules
and i keep ruining everything he probably hates me now
god i keep fricking everything up and the forum is going to
shut down in like 2 hours which is even worse because now
i cant even like "prove myself" at all and have to worry about
it the entire day tomorrow why do i make things so much worse
for everyone around me why do i keep trying to do this
2024-08-10
tried to work on the site more but anxiety hit again
guess ill just throw something into the jounral and be done with it
2024-08-06
being forced to go out to an overnight
camp sucks, but ill see yall later hopefully
drew the comic in advance so there shouldnt be a drop
2024-08-03
what is this, my 4th attempt at a blog?
here we go again