i'm emma, i'minmyyounger30s.Iamachildofthelate90sand2000s,andspentalotoftimeonoraroundcomputerswheniwasyounger.i'm nonbinary and bisexual, when i am able to order my pronouns i tend to order them in the way i typically feel i identify with the strongest, the order i chose in this case beeing she/they/he. much of my adulthood feels like i'vebeencatchingupwiththingsotherfolksfiguredoutaboutthemselvesintheirteensandearly20s.idon't mind though, i'msimplyhappyi'm figuring these things out about myself. i find that knowledge and understanding of myself usually comes through knowledge and understanding of other people, as most of my life i'venotreallysocializedwithanyonethatiwouldsayreallyunderstandsme.
idon't mean this in a "no one gets me" kind of way. genuinely i feel misundersttod until i'vebeguntoseekoutcommunitiesandpeoplethatseethingsandfeelaboutthings,insimilarwaystome.iknow,shockingi'm sure. emma'slearnedshehastosurroundherselfwithpeoplewhogetherifshewantstofeelunderstood,you'dbesurpisedhowfaronecangoinlifewithoutlearningthis.
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ihaveacat,namedbaxter.maybeyou've seen his homepages, maybe you'veseenmegushabouthiminthe32bitcafediscordserver.whateverthecase,itmustbesaidthatilovemycatsomuch.himandihavebeenthroughalottogether,andwelookoutforeachotherasanyhumanandpetthathasformedabondwould.heknowsmewellandiknowhimwell.webothdon't like loud noises, nor do either of us really like dogs barking. we both look forward to meals, though i think he has a better appetite than i do most of the time. he knows the value of relaxing, something i'veonlylearnedrecently.ihopetoonedaymasterhisunderstandingofbeingpresent,andbeinginthemoment.