musicisalovelanguageofmine,throughlifei've gone through many eras of music i'veloved,allofthemwithastory,areason,orapersonbehindthem.musictellsjustasmuchastoryofmylifeasicouldtellmyownstory.solet'sgothroughittogether,okay?
doesyourchildlistentoThePolice?ifyourchildtoldyoutheylovethesongfromthemcalledWalkingOnTheMoon<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmJce02JHWM"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>,whatwouldyouthink?thiswaschildhoodemma.shewasdrawntomusicthatwaswellbeforehertime,probablybecauseitiswhatfamilymembersorparentsalwayshadontheradio.somethingsweholdontoforever,andi'll be damned if the drumming style of Stewart Copeland isn'tsomethingtofallinlovewithinitself.otheroddchildhoodintrestsincludeRodStewart(momwasabigfan)assortedclassicrockthatiwastoyoungtounderstandwasjusttalkingaboutsexineverysong.tobehonestidon't think i had much interest in the music of my childhood at the time. i grew up in a fun part of the mid to late 90s and 00s. there'saneraofboybands,onegirldivas,justsomuchthatdefinedmygenerationthatihavenoconnectionto.idon'tregretthisthough,musicissowideandthereissomuchtoexplore,andasigrewiwouldcertainlydothis
wegottatalkabout'em. you either hate the music you listened to as a teenager, feel nostalgic for it, or maybe you still listen to it today. for myself, this was a deep dive of classic rock and psychedelic music, no drugs though. teenage me thought to need drugs was to take away from the experience of music, look i was a square okay? do what you want as long as you'resafewhenyoulistentoyourmusic.
i'd explore much of what we'dcalldadrocktoday.TheWho,LedZeppelin,PinkFloyd,Cream,TheMoodyBlues.duringthistimei'ddiscoverasongthatwouldalwaysholdaspecialplaceinmyheart,andstilldoestoday.DancingintheMoonlightbyKingHarvest<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5JqPxmYhlo"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>wasloveatfirstlisten.idonotknowwhatilovesomuchaboutthissong,itisjustpurejoyandsafetythatifeelwhenilistentoit.ithinkthelyricssayitallreally,itisjustaboutagoodtime.whatmorecouldoneaskfor?
iwouldquicklyshedmyselfofmy"born in the wrong generation"selfwhenienteredmyearly20s.ihadmetsomeoneonlineplayingvideogames.shewasfrompolandandweenjoyedsimilargames.onedaywejuststartedtalkingoutsideofgames.westartedtalkingaboutmusic,andshejusthadsomuchtoshare.iwasawestruckbythemusicshewouldshowme.i'd find my love of shoegaze from her. of indie rock bands like Metric . there'smoretothisstorythenmusic,butwewererealistic.wewerebothinschoolandseparatedbymanytimezonesthatmadekeepingintouchdifficultaswegotbusierwithschool.i'd hold onto her love of music so deeply though. i got a spotify subsciption when spotify was what i'dstillconsideradecentapp.relatedartistspagesledmetoindiegemslikeBuiltToSpill<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15hUcHR7koo"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>,andPavement.I'dfallinlovewiththeodditiesofbandslikeGalaxie500andSmokingPopes<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTmjvsCyqJg"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>.oneday,irememberiwaslisteningtoBuilttoSpill,andilookedattheirrelatedartistspage.inthispageifoundabandcalledTheThermals.Iplayedthetopsong"No Culture Icons"<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4u9QcbXf-ls"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>thiswasit,for2minutesand22secondsiwasinlovewitheverythingiheard.theywerespeakingmylanguageandiwantedmore.iwentthrougheveryalbum,findingfavoritesthroughallofthem.overtimeasibegantounderstandmyselfmore,ifoundsoftersidesofmusiciwouldlove.thiswouldincludemusicfromHopAlong<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuWdggpr3Os"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>,Alvvays<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGRhaFx1Zpw"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>,CourtneyBarnett<ahref="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTZTeuH7oHg"target="_blank">(listenonyoutube)</a>,andmanyothersisodesperatelywishedihadnoted.spotifylikealotofsubsciptionappshadanexpirationdate,andiwouldmoveontocollectingCDsanddigitalmediathatiwouldkeeponmycomputertolistentooffline,butmyloveofmusicisalwaysalivelikeawarmfire
inmyteenageyearsiwouldbecomeinterestedinplayingguitar.iwasratherobsessedwiththeelectricguitarofmusiciwashearingatthetimeandwantedaguitarofmyown.nobodytellsyouthatyouarehorribleatguitar,forlikealongtime.ithinkittookmearoundayearofconsistentpracticetogetbothmyhandstocooperate.overtheyearsi'd keep playing. when i got into my 20s and started working more i would buy a new guitar. i'dalsobeginexploringrecordingmymusicandthecoolsoundsthatguitareffectspedalscouldproduce.i'd explore fun sounds like the shoegaze albums i was listening to by pouring reverb all over my guitar signal, and adding a fair amount of delay. then i'drevisitsoundsiwaslovingfromindierockbandsbyusingasimplefuzzpedal,theguitar,andtheamp.itwasalotoffunoverall.ifyouaskedmewhyiquit,i'd tell you it was because i was no longer pushing myself to get better or learn new things. the honest reason though i think is that much like <a href="./photography.php" target="_blank">photography</a> i was still undiagnosed with ADHD at the time, and after years of obsession, just dropped the interest with no goal of continuing or revisiting it. recently though, i'mhopingthatwillchange.ipickedupmyacousticguitaragain,andi'dliketobeginpracticingmorewiththehopesoflearninghowtoplayagain