add why and who pages

src/pages/site/who.md

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+layout: ../../layouts/MarkdownLayout.astro
+title: "who is emma?"
+---
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+the purpose of this page is to provide 5 things i am and 5 things i am not, along with a brief explanation. the idea being that as i change and grow as a person, the words i once chose as describing me and not describing me should change as well
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+at this time i don't plan on keeping a history of changes to this page other than what the git revision history of it would provide. if you wanted to implement something like this, by all means keep previous pages as history for yourself, perhaps link them to your main who page to provide a look back at yourself for you and visitors
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+### emma is
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+- **loving** - by default i choose to love, even if it gets me in trouble sometimes
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+- **tender** - i have a hard time with conflict and tension, even if i am not involved in it
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+- **understanding** - i want to try to understand rather than push away, i do not wish to live in fear of what i do not understand
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+- **helpful** - i love helping others just as much as learning from them. i feel my purpose in life is to be a helper
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+- **courageous** - i have navigated life in times of happiness, in times of sadness, in times of hardship. my intuition tells me to push forward
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+### emma is not
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+- **social** - i try very hard to be because it helps me stay happy, but it is very tough and i don't understand a lot of it. it is easy to be overwhelmed
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+- **consistent** - i have a hard time forming any type of routine. so much that i would say my routine is chaos. i have let others down because of this, something i am not proud of
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+- **comfortable** - i am in a situation where i cannot be the person i truly am, this causes frustration, but i hold hope towards the future
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+- **calm** - most times my mind is filled with too much, much of it not worth my time. even knowing this it is hard to slow down, and i've never felt a truly quiet mind
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+- **lost** - though i may paint a sad picture here, i know where i am headed, i know what i must do to change parts of this page. with time, i know this will happen. i deserve this
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+this page was last updated on - Dec 11th, 2024

src/pages/site/why.md

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+layout: ../../layouts/MarkdownLayout.astro
+title: "why does emma have a website?"
+---
+
+i have a website because certain groups think i shouldn't exist because of who i am or who i love
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+i have a website to express myself in a way that truly shows my whole self
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+i have a website because i view web design as a creative form of art as much as i view it as coding
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+i have a website because i love the idea of having my own space on the web, that is mine and mine alone
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+i have a website because i like looking after things and people, and having a website allows me to do both
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+i have a website to connect with other folks on the web, to make friends and forge connections with other folks
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+lastly, and most importantly, i have a website because i can. you can too if you want