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 title: emma's goals
 description: "a list of goals i have in mind that i would like to accomplish. there's no particular timeframe. the only thing i would like is to complete them sooner rather than later"
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+this is a collection of goals that are personal to me. i list them here because i want to show that i am a work in progress, much like anyone else. that i have things i wish to accomplish over no particular timeframe. for most of them i will give them a timeframe of "sooner rather than later"
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+- i want to continue sharpening my HTML, CSS and Javascript skills
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+- i want to pay off several large bills and no longer live in fear of them
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+- i want to continue growing my home here on the personal web
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+- i want to feel comfortable interacting with others on the web more, by signing guestbooks and sending emails
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+- i want to begin fem presenting, in the safety of my home for the time being
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+- i want to get one very nice wig, my natural hair will let me down with my goals, i want a wig that makes me feel beautiful
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+- i want to explore the world of makeup and personal beauty, and find things that work with my sensitive skin
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+- i want to find clothing and accessories that make me feel cute
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+- i want to feel like a princess rather than a knight (gender neutral) in shining armor
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+- i want to love someone and actually feel that love in return
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+- i want to see if i can work part time like my psychiatrist believes i can
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+- i want to get better in terms of my mental health, and remember what a beautiful, happy woman i can be
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+- i want to add more goals as they come to this page. as i complete some of these goals, they may be worth a blog post. sometimes completing them will be satisfaction enough. i'll remove things i feel are complete, and add more as i think of them
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+this page was last updated on - 3/8/2025