dec 27

_comic/2024-12-27.md

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+image: comic/site_comic_382.png
+title: wrapup again
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+well we have heal potions right  
+(oh yea i can order som -bluby)

personal/journal.html

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 <h2>basically the "hidden" vent section ive seen the webtracker nobody looks at this page</h2>
 
 
+<article>
+	<h2>2024-12-26</h2>
+	<p>(12:45)<br>
+	well i woke up to it hailing<br>
+	thats fun<br>
+	(17:27)<br>
+	well moosky is doing a 3d anim of my chars so thats realy cool :D<br>
+	(20:33)<br>
+	me and moosky spent like 3 hours fleshing out our chars lore :D<br>
+	hes so cool!! ^^<br>
+	(21:11)<br>
+	i got a polaroid for the second night which is pretty cool<br>
+	idk what to use it for tho
+	(23:45)<br>
+	wait i forgot to push yesterdays entry didnt i???<br>
+	dang it ill do it when i make tomorrows comic page..<br>
+	(00:10)<br>
+	goddang it my brother woke me up and made me<br>
+	clean up dog pee i really dont like our dogs<br>
+	(00:44)<br>
+	my sleep schedule noooo
+	</p>
+</article>
+
+<article>
+	<h2>2024-12-25</h2>
+	<p>(9:42)<br>
+	who knew going to bed earlier made you feel better<br>
+	anyways christmas!!! i havent gotten my present yet but<br>
+	its probably good!<br>
+	(14:04)<br>
+	well i got a headphones and a stress toy thingy<br>
+	we still have 7 more nights to go tho so im excited<br>
+	also the "9th day gift" of sending the appeal which<br>
+	ill finally be free of this guilt ive felt over the last month<br>
+	i really really really hope they accept it<br>
+	and now my parents are going out again which again kinda sucs,,<br>
+	(15:56)<br>
+	i spent the last hour debugging those headphones<br>
+	turns out the cable wasnt plugged in fully<br>
+	yipeeeeeeeee<br>
+	(16:29)<br>
+	god i hope im not past being able to be forgiven by them<br>
+	(17:40)<br>
+	wel;l bench made a server 2 weeks ago<br>
+	they said no for NOW but t thats also like maybe a way to maybe<br>
+	show people that ive changed and stuff and that im worthy of<br>
+	maybe getting another chance im SORRY im SORRY IM SORRY<br>
+	(18:02)<br>
+	i really hope i can get like in a friendgroup in this community<br>
+	or something idk i wish i had like more interaction and like<br>
+	a group to bounce stories off in our blogs or something but<br>
+	it feels so impossible and asking the people who do have it<br>
+	just leads to hurting them i just want to be like i just want<br>
+	to matter to like a group or something and be part of a group<br>
+	and stuff i dont knowwwwww<br>
+	am i doing this right?? am i just never going to get there?<br>
+	forcing it doesnt work but waiting feels like just giving up<br>
+[snip]<br>
+	but if i really want this i have to be patient and NOT force it<br>
+	just stay calm and actually really respect people and ill<br>
+	maybe get the chance to do collab stuff maybe after enough time<br>
+	i hope
+	(18:44)<br>
+	i really hope they are still willing to accept me i really do<br>
+	(19:17)<br>
+	why are social interactions so hard aaaaaa
+	</p>
+</article>
+
 <article>
 	<h2>2024-12-24</h2>
 	<p>(14:43)<br>